Lost Times but Never Wasted

You know... when I was in Fullerton, I could have easily gotten a girlfriend if I actually put myself out there. There was this girl on my floor who seriously liked me... until I saw her underwear and things got awkward between us. Long story for another day!

Then why did I never act on those feelings? Guess it was because of Mystery Girl. I don't regret those lost times but... I just feel curious to what could've happened. But I'm glad... kinda. I just want to.... gahhh........

I'm not in a rush. I really want to strengthen our friendship though. I want to make sure that I'll always be in her life and that she'll always be in mine. I'd really love for that to happen.

"I'll tell you you're right when you want

And if only you could see into me.

Oh when you're cold, I'll be there

Hold you tight to me.

Oh when you're low

I'll be there by your side, baby."

-Beachwood Sparks, "By Your Side"

Those lyrics really kinda capture what I feel. Maybe I should write a romance novel or something... OR maybe I shouldn't read Scott Pilgrim which is a love story. Yeah it's probably Scott Pilgrim making me want to write this stuff out.